多年没写了:'(

厄,越来越发觉没有人关心我,全部都以宝铟为中心`
不过`我都撑过去了,对!我就是很自私的人!..我很不好..我发觉我自己越来越爱骗人,在学校越笑的大声,心里就越空==
我真的,不懂要恨还是要怎样.
我根本不知道自己想怎样.我爱的人已经离开了我,
当我爱上你,你却离开了`
说的一年时间,我看不用了!!　一个星期你就忘了我!
我真的崩溃了..好辛苦.
还有,我觉得自己把全部时间都放在宝铟身上,下课,上课,放学.
我什么都跟着她.我忽略了我自己的感受,忽略了朋友们,对不起,我不会在粘着她了.
我不会在跟着你,因为她.
对不起.:'(
我呆在宝铟身边,每个人都把中心放在她身上,aaron,juliana.你们都是吧??
我的朋友,也许不是真心的,也许每个看到我都会问"宝铟勒??"
难道我在你们心中,只是根毛??　
我对着你笑,是在假笑.　难道你看不出吗??　
你人缘好.我输了.满意??

假面具

你假面具,我早已看清了.
只是太过喜欢你,不想离开你而已.
至今,依然的那么喜欢你.
感觉从没变过.

今天在FB看到你上线了, 我很惊讶..
过后找你聊天..
聊了几句,你就下线了.
而我,也没有勇气信息你.
我只能....只能....等到晚上睡觉时间才信息你,
提醒你早点睡觉.
当你说你头痛的时候, 我真的有点担心..你是不是还在头痛..
不过, 当我问你时,你却不回我的信息, 却转移了话题.
你累,我也会累.
我只是坚持我们的角色.


下午的时候吖...太无聊了, 所以呢~~
当当~
EDIT 了几张图片...这里的..就是我的朋友啦~~

Miss U .

today you never cm to sch,
whatever , who will care bout us ?? NOBODY !
after going to tuition lo ..
after went alethia house , then went ioi mall shopping~~
haha ...
NEWING there ,,, SYOK ~~><


tooke le many photo~~
nw upload one ya><=[]=!!

makan makan day~~

Today is sedaya makan makan day .
haha , so fun .
just nth can say....
btw , today i very angry ...
its cz of him ...
why you always made me angry jek ??!!
today i wont sms you !! NEVER !!
WONT SAY GOODNITE TO U !
i dont like form 1 girls so much ...
always stand bside him ./..
FUCKING HATE !
whatever you like !!
i dun care la ...

today i knw you sale the food ..
i gt go to buy .... but , i never see your eye .
cz i was angry ... angry bout you . . . nt you dont knw...XDD
stupid sch !! stupid teacher !!
i went to lab design the poster also cant !!argh !! stupid . so idiot .
i still rmb u look at me , i still rmb , you smile wif me ,
is till rmb you said to me " thx for your gives "
no use le .... already gone ...
after sch , rachel told me that you told heidi many thingz , about me n you .
i just only angry this ..
but i dunno why you want to told her ..
sorry heidi , i hate you .
sorry "U" . i angry you .


19.08.2010


OUR'S 147 days .

♥ Are we over ♥

why i sms you..you don' want reply my msg ..
i call my friend sms you ..
you din reply also !
why ?
you got any problem ? or your phone lost dy ?
why like tat dy...
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
i miss you so much...
i hate this holidays..SUCKS
please....come out wif me...
next wed we go sunway together okay ?
i miss you ....fuck you ♥
Ahaha !
today hor...this morning...i woke up..then i ply computer lurh~
then i saw my phone gt a boy sms me...
that boy is __________________ZHI JIAN
ahaha ! ...he say " can i kacau you ? "
ahaha...LOL... you're so cute jian...
ahaha ....laugh sei me...
then i online...msn , fb ...
take bath ...breakfast...cheh ! also like that la...
no special thing to wrote...ahaha ! XD..
my RM 50 fly away dy.....
i put on the sofa thr ...but lost already ♥ FUCK!

[ AT HERE I WANNA REPEAT AGAIN]

♥♥♥♥♥I WISH WE COULD GO BACK IN TIME AND HAVE A CHANCE TO FIX A MISTAKE ♥♥♥♥♥



Ms.Lulu ♥ Mr.Vitagen
I
MISS
Y ♥ U
HAPPY HOLIDAYS
MY
DEAR♥

假期充实的一天“出街”

唉，，，早上早早就起身了。。。过后。。。POHYAN的UNCLE来载我。。
很不好意思咯！！哈哈。。
去到她的家。。。“另外一个家”。。。就在那边玩电脑咯。。
过后就去THE GARDEN 走走////我们去唱K。。。
还喝酒咯。。。。你讲大胆没有！！！哈哈。。。
不过都不是第一次拉。。。呵呵。。。
我勒。。就喝一点点而已。。。
怕醉阿。。。呵呵。。。
过后就一直唱唱唱！！！我们的歌声真的很动听~~~哈哈！！
过后POHYAN 妈咪在DIVA 买耳环。。。
POHYAN 也在那边买PANDA耳环。。。。
然后。。。逛逛咯。。。
累倒。。。
又回到POHYAN 家。。。
我先睡。。睡不到10分钟。。。。POHYAN 又要睡。。
然后我就写BLOG 啦~

宅女记

唉哟...今天又当一个正式的宅女丫...
赫赫...今天还好啦....
只是比较闷...赫赫
今天看到我和你信息的内容还满开心的..
因为很搞笑..
你讲你要出去了..
然后迟点信息我...
果然...我等了你4个小时...
你才信息来..哈哈!
很好笑~...傻人...
今天....早上一起床...SOOKPING就信息给我..
叫我起床陪她MSN..
傻婆~...可爱到你丫...
过后到傍晚的时候...看到wawa bii的facbook status那边写..
" 我接受晤到咯 "..又弄到我笑了..哈哈!
过后我又写会一个给她...
哈哈....今天好累好疲惫...赫赫~
好期待开学的日子...
因为留在家很不耐烦~!...傻到~~!!!
过后...出去咯...
去公园啦...减肥~..
哈哈....明天也要去~_______________假假的...
看心情怎样咯~




Ms.Lulu